I hate people with good relationships.
Well, I dont hate, Just envy.
You know how it goes.
If I hate guys so much, Why do I want an actual relationship.

ruphus22: put some clothes on you young woman of loose morals
b ob s a spo nge: hahahaha
ruphus22: im serious

ruphus22: im an intimidating presence
b ob s a spo nge: OH yeahhhahaa
ruphus22: towering at a enormous 5'9" and weiging in at a staggering 125 pound soking wet
ruphus22: i strike fear into the heart of men
b ob s a spo nge: hahahahahahahahahha


HaHa. Lets see. Jackies party was good. I felt so touched by what Jackie had to say about me. hah. After her party I hung out with the guys. It was a fun night. We did nothing. Just layed around, went to the craft store and the food store. And baked brownies. I love them.

There arent many things that stay constant in my life. But there will always be a FEW. Such as, The moth Jenny and I swatted in the lobby of the school. Its still on the window. Dead. Its fucking gross. And the lipgloss marks on the window. my schools so clean.
Theres also the people that talk to themselves. Like the girl thats always by Toms car, and the chubby one that walks home. Like I said, Its things like that, that make life worth living.

Its only monday.
I hate it.
18 days untill vacation.
I cant wait.
I had the wierdest dream last night.
Horoscopes are always right.
Jackies was more than true.
So was Mikes the other day.


I.Love.Glassjaw.

The amount of love you wish to give is more than i can stand
and now you leave me in defeat
leave me battered, broken man
The amount of love you wish to give is more than i can stand
Now I have you where I want you
I know that you are listening
This is my chance to tell you everything
my chance to tell you I love you
but I've waited too long
Now the record's over
Now the record's over

Hm.. It's like three in the morning. Why am I up? b/c Mike loves texting me at odd hours of the morning. but I love it <3. Lets see, thanksgiving was veryy intresting. Not as great aslast year though. I was so glad I got to see my grandparents though, b/c they leave for florida in a few days. Ihate how all old people go to florida. Anyway.

I love thanksgiving, I really do. Everyone hates it. But I guess I just like going to my grandmas house with 20-25 people who I never see normaly. Lori and Joe werent there. That was upseting. You know what else is upsetting? Uhh being car sick. I get in the car, and already feel like im oging to puke. i hate it.

In middle school Jackie Jenny and I went to canada together. and we went on a coach bus. I knew I was going to get sick, so theygive me medicine. Uhh yeahhhh. That knocked me out for 11 hours. Jennys mom thought she killed me.

Yeah again, Im going off topic.

But I came home and slept for a little. And tried watching a movie by myself. But i fell alseep. And i think at I duno 10 or 11, I was too sleepy to notice the time. Jackie called me, all i remember about that call is me not making annny sence. haha.

I went to sleep at Oh I duno, But I was SO sleepy. I think Jenny called sometime during then.

Hah, TOday I had to walk Jennys dog, b/c shes away. Now I remember why I dont ever take my dog for a walk, they cant walk an inch w/o sniffing something. Urr. I love animals, but dont be so annoying.

youdK1LLforthis: baby balooga = lacie

Yeah Yeah .. I'm fat and ugly. Leave me alone.

b ob s a spo nge: haha .. why dont you go find a turkey
Voicesinmyhead03: i really think that either monkeys or killing ppl would brighten up our days
Voicesinmyhead03: yea im not my fucking whacko cousin
b ob s a spo nge: hahaha
Voicesinmyhead03: whom im going to walk up to with the turkey and make it dance
b ob s a spo nge: oh man haha
b ob s a spo nge: hahahaha she would die
Voicesinmyhead03: maybe even put a piece of red bloody steak in front of her
b ob s a spo nge: eww
Voicesinmyhead03: i wouldnt eat it b/c i dont eat steak but itd teach her not to be so annoying
b ob s a spo nge: haha .. i dont eat meat either, but then again im not vegan and all that crap
Voicesinmyhead03: yea and u wont make some drive u to connecticut of wherever the fuck a turkey farm is and pick out a free range turkey and talk to it so ud know it led a good life
Voicesinmyhead03: just so it could die an u could watch your fam eat it
b ob s a spo nge: hahahahhaha

oh man. Danny told me today about his cousin who will only eat a turkey if she picks it out, to know it had a good life, and talk to it. I found that to be the most amusing thing ever.

I want to kill John. Many times. I dont suck dick for one cent.

I cant wait untill thanksgiving. Its at my grandmas house, even though last year it wasent. I cant wait to see my family. They are toooooo funny, and I want to see what madness will go down this year. The best thanksgiving was when we accidentally broke my brothers leg. I will NEVER forget that. Man, its those days that make life worth living.

This weekend was fun. Matts house for movie night was fun. Saturday I spent the day with Mike, we went to his dads wedding reception, then I hung out with him. and Sunday Jenny and I went on a hunt. and then Jackies house to help her. I love those 2 girls too much.

I gotta go to Jackies now. and help her (or JUST ME) write her sweet 16 candle lighting thing. Everyone thats going, uhm yeah, IIIII would like to thank you for the advice, memories, and love. hahah. Jackie I love you and at least youre writing my candle by yourself. <333333

<33333333 I think I'm going to kill my brother alex one of these days.

Last night was fun. It was bad movie night at Matts house. Jenny Jackie Corey Matt Danny Mike Murray and Rory were there. We watched "dead and rotting" it was beyond bad that it couldent even keep out interest anymore. They had Sing alongs. Oh man, the funniest thing ever. Matt on guitar - Mike vocals and Rory doing bak up. " they RUN- SCAMPER!" hahaha. "and I picked up my ... rake." hahaha so funny. In wendys there was some freaky guy staring at me and he creeped me out. Hmm Mikes coming soon to pick me up. Im going to his dads wedding reception with him. Tonight is Kevins play, and i hope he does good. And uhh wrestling at Toms? hah.

Jenny thank you for running over. haha, I didnt know what shoes to wear, leave me alone. <33 Thanks again. One of the few people who understand my strangeness.

Uhh and yeah. I have nothing else to say, but I need to take up time.

OH IM SO EMO! WOO LOOK AT ME .. OVER HERE! EMO EMO EMO.. grr people just get to me.

Last weekend was fun. Friday was jennys party. <33 a lot of fun. I saw a lot of people i havent seen in a while. Or hung out with in a while. Like Justin and that group, people from school, mike .. a lot of people .. uhmm saturday night mike came .. i think. and sunday i forgot what i did. Monday Mike picked Jen and I up from school. and then we dropped her off at guitar and hung out. he stayed here untill the night. tuesday I went out with Mike, and he picked me up and we went to the mall and junk. this week went by fast. and woo its friday. AH sean leaves tommorrow! have fun! I think Rory Mike Murray and Mike are coming over. Jennys coming over too soon, *im at jackies*. my computer still is not hooked up, and i moved a while ago. like 3-4 weeks ago. oh man I got a cat .. its sooo cute. and sleeps in my bed at night, he meows at me b/c he loves me <33.

I have bruises b.c im fat.

Tonight .. good  night in a while, jennys halloween party. A lottttt of people who i never hang out with. good and bad in a way. ya know?i wanted half of them to leave, but w/e. Mike was there,  months of mike-less. that was good. chris chris alex stayed till i duno 12ish. and mike stayed till 12:30. i thinkim hanging out with him tommorrow . its a nice monthly thing we do. But tonight was a lot of fun. Aside from other things. people can be assholes. but w/e. <33 im not sure what im saying really. uhhmm. yes <33333333