i still love sean, and justin, and every guy who i never gave a chance.
i'm so mad right now.
its wierd, how much time passes- but i'm still obsessed with glassjaw and the new brand new and my dogs and jenny and life.
tom chris brady ashley ali jenny are the only people who have stayed truly constant with me.
i spoke to sean l. on the phone before and i was all giddy like how i was when i went to homecoming and ran into him. hes permanently living in california, and came through ny in october. he was there for 4 months. i'm upset.
all i need is to speak to justin, and be even more upset at the fact that hes not the same.
luke text messaged me last night telling me he was in love with me.
i told myself i love life because things are always changing and making me giggle.
dani and i went shopping today, i got gifts for a few people. i'm feeling accomplished.
i feel like i'm 13 again.
oh and i hung out with mike magnetico this summer, and he told me he'll always love me and blah blah blah i'm the only girl hes ever met like that more blah blah blah.
we almost had sex but i wasn't up for it- only because i wasn't sure if the reason i was there was to prove to myself he loved me and i didnt love him, or if i still did like him.
i'll never know.
philly is treating me well.
boys here are the same as ny.
:).
can't wait to go home, and hug olivia.